320 HP PH

IT JUST HAPPENED

synchronicity-flow-timeless-present.

bring me the pig!

i believe in you.

i want to have babies.

i need to go to a doctor.

i do not know what to feel. what to do. what to do. let´s see what am i thinking about this: i need some energy. i need to go back to discipline. i need to focus. i need to be free. i need not to be in need of. anxiety. shall i see what happens? or shall i choose to decide what happens? it will happen what need to happen but still i think. thinking is pointless when i cannot take any decision now. i will forget all this.

i forgot what is to be happy. i have experienced other feelings during these weeks but i do miss it.

during months of work i think this is some of what i have learned. i hope that it helps someone else: one minute late is too late.

life for me is a journey. a journey to go back home. sometimes i remember home but usually i cannot remember. being present helps to unite past-future and remember home, sometimes i forget it exists but when i communicate with others, nature and myself in harmony i feel it. it makes me smile. it does not make sense because it IS. recently i have been feeling in the same "it does not make sense" but without trust. far from meaning.

sometimes it is hard to live in my loop. it is so small and so big. it is everywhere-always-now. remember, control is an illusion.

i love when berries hit my lips. berries fit them.

earth (and us) rotate towards the east revolving around the sun across the universe. a journey within a journey. the beauty of earth is not only within itself but with its humble intentions of gathering the journey(s) of all in one and infinite orbits, simultaneously.

envy is my idea of darkness.

qué es "ser noble"?

humildad for me is to recognize your smallness and your greatness, both at the same time.

i am glad to belong to this world.

i have 8,614 days of life.

ya es primavera!

i feel lonely. sad and angry. i don't know what is going on. it is confusing.