una rata vieja

to my dear sis and the rat :)

la maldita primavera

awareness

a quote for today

The heaviest of burdens is simultaneously an image of life's most intense fullfillment. The heavier the burden, the closer our lives come to the earth, the more real and truthful they become. Conversely, the absolute absence of a burden causes man to be lighter than air, to soar into new heights, take leave of the earth and his earthly being, and become only half real, his movements as free as they are insignificant. What then shall we choose? Weight or lightness? 

-Milan Kundera

capulet's orchard

ROMEO

He jests at scars that never felt a wound.

JULIET appears above at a window

But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?

It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.

Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,

Who is already sick and pale with grief,

That thou her maid art far more fair than she:

Be not her maid, since she is envious;

Her vestal livery is but sick and green

And none but fools do wear it; cast it off.

It is my lady, O, it is my love!

O, that she knew she were!

She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?

Her eye discourses; I will answer it.

I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:

Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,

Having some business, do entreat her eyes

To twinkle in their spheres till they return.

What if her eyes were there, they in her head?

The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,

As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven

Would through the airy region stream so bright

That birds would sing and think it were not night.

See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!

O, that I were a glove upon that hand,

That I might touch that cheek!

JULIET

Ay me!

ROMEO

She speaks:

O, speak again, bright angel! for thou art

As glorious to this night, being o'er my head

As is a winged messenger of heaven

Unto the white-upturned wondering eyes

Of mortals that fall back to gaze on him

When he bestrides the lazy-pacing clouds

And sails upon the bosom of the air.

JULIET

O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?

Deny thy father and refuse thy name;

Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,

And I'll no longer be a Capulet.

ROMEO

[Aside] Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this?

JULIET

'Tis but thy name that is my enemy;

Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.

What's Montague? it is nor hand, nor foot,

Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part

Belonging to a man. O, be some other name!

What's in a name? that which we call a rose

By any other name would smell as sweet;

So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,

Retain that dear perfection which he owes

Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,

And for that name which is no part of thee

Take all myself.

ROMEO

I take thee at thy word:

Call me but love, and I'll be new baptized;

Henceforth I never will be Romeo.

JULIET

What man art thou that thus bescreen'd in night

So stumblest on my counsel?

ROMEO

By a name

I know not how to tell thee who I am:

My name, dear saint, is hateful to myself,

Because it is an enemy to thee;

Had I it written, I would tear the word.

JULIET

My ears have not yet drunk a hundred words

Of that tongue's utterance, yet I know the sound:

Art thou not Romeo and a Montague?

ROMEO

Neither, fair saint, if either thee dislike.

JULIET

How camest thou hither, tell me, and wherefore?

The orchard walls are high and hard to climb,

And the place death, considering who thou art,

If any of my kinsmen find thee here.

ROMEO

With love's light wings did I o'er-perch these walls;

For stony limits cannot hold love out,

And what love can do that dares love attempt;

Therefore thy kinsmen are no let to me.

JULIET

If they do see thee, they will murder thee.

ROMEO

Alack, there lies more peril in thine eye

Than twenty of their swords: look thou but sweet,

And I am proof against their enmity.

JULIET

I would not for the world they saw thee here.

ROMEO

I have night's cloak to hide me from their sight;

And but thou love me, let them find me here:

My life were better ended by their hate,

Than death prorogued, wanting of thy love.

JULIET

By whose direction found'st thou out this place?

ROMEO

By love, who first did prompt me to inquire;

He lent me counsel and I lent him eyes.

I am no pilot; yet, wert thou as far

As that vast shore wash'd with the farthest sea,

I would adventure for such merchandise.

JULIET

Thou know'st the mask of night is on my face,

Else would a maiden blush bepaint my cheek

For that which thou hast heard me speak to-night

Fain would I dwell on form, fain, fain deny

What I have spoke: but farewell compliment!

Dost thou love me? I know thou wilt say 'Ay,'

And I will take thy word: yet if thou swear'st,

Thou mayst prove false; at lovers' perjuries

Then say, Jove laughs. O gentle Romeo,

If thou dost love, pronounce it faithfully:

Or if thou think'st I am too quickly won,

I'll frown and be perverse an say thee nay,

So thou wilt woo; but else, not for the world.

In truth, fair Montague, I am too fond,

And therefore thou mayst think my 'havior light:

But trust me, gentleman, I'll prove more true

Than those that have more cunning to be strange.

I should have been more strange, I must confess,

But that thou overheard'st, ere I was ware,

My true love's passion: therefore pardon me,

And not impute this yielding to light love,

Which the dark night hath so discovered.

ROMEO

Lady, by yonder blessed moon I swear

That tips with silver all these fruit-tree tops--

JULIET

O, swear not by the moon, the inconstant moon,

That monthly changes in her circled orb,

Lest that thy love prove likewise variable.

ROMEO

What shall I swear by?

JULIET

Do not swear at all;

Or, if thou wilt, swear by thy gracious self,

Which is the god of my idolatry,

And I'll believe thee.

ROMEO

If my heart's dear love--

JULIET

Well, do not swear: although I joy in thee,

I have no joy of this contract to-night:

It is too rash, too unadvised, too sudden;

Too like the lightning, which doth cease to be

Ere one can say 'It lightens.' Sweet, good night!

This bud of love, by summer's ripening breath,

May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet.

Good night, good night! as sweet repose and rest

Come to thy heart as that within my breast!

ROMEO

O, wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied?

JULIET

What satisfaction canst thou have to-night?

ROMEO

The exchange of thy love's faithful vow for mine.

JULIET

I gave thee mine before thou didst request it:

And yet I would it were to give again.

ROMEO

Wouldst thou withdraw it? for what purpose, love?

JULIET

But to be frank, and give it thee again.

And yet I wish but for the thing I have:

My bounty is as boundless as the sea,

My love as deep; the more I give to thee,

The more I have, for both are infinite.

Nurse calls within

I hear some noise within; dear love, adieu!

Anon, good nurse! Sweet Montague, be true.

Stay but a little, I will come again.

Exit, above

ROMEO

O blessed, blessed night! I am afeard.

Being in night, all this is but a dream,

Too flattering-sweet to be substantial.

Re-enter JULIET, above

JULIET

Three words, dear Romeo, and good night indeed.

If that thy bent of love be honourable,

Thy purpose marriage, send me word to-morrow,

By one that I'll procure to come to thee,

Where and what time thou wilt perform the rite;

And all my fortunes at thy foot I'll lay

And follow thee my lord throughout the world.

Nurse

[Within] Madam!

JULIET

I come, anon.--But if thou mean'st not well,

I do beseech thee--

Nurse

[Within] Madam!

JULIET

By and by, I come:--

To cease thy suit, and leave me to my grief:

To-morrow will I send.

ROMEO

So thrive my soul--

JULIET

A thousand times good night!

Exit, above

ROMEO

A thousand times the worse, to want thy light.

Love goes toward love, as schoolboys from

their books,

But love from love, toward school with heavy looks.

Retiring

Re-enter JULIET, above

JULIET

Hist! Romeo, hist! O, for a falconer's voice,

To lure this tassel-gentle back again!

Bondage is hoarse, and may not speak aloud;

Else would I tear the cave where Echo lies,

And make her airy tongue more hoarse than mine,

With repetition of my Romeo's name.

ROMEO

It is my soul that calls upon my name:

How silver-sweet sound lovers' tongues by night,

Like softest music to attending ears!

JULIET

Romeo!

ROMEO

My dear?

JULIET

At what o'clock to-morrow

Shall I send to thee?

ROMEO

At the hour of nine.

JULIET

I will not fail: 'tis twenty years till then.

I have forgot why I did call thee back.

ROMEO

Let me stand here till thou remember it.

JULIET

I shall forget, to have thee still stand there,

Remembering how I love thy company.

ROMEO

And I'll still stay, to have thee still forget,

Forgetting any other home but this.

JULIET

'Tis almost morning; I would have thee gone:

And yet no further than a wanton's bird;

Who lets it hop a little from her hand,

Like a poor prisoner in his twisted gyves,

And with a silk thread plucks it back again,

So loving-jealous of his liberty.

ROMEO

I would I were thy bird.

JULIET

Sweet, so would I:

Yet I should kill thee with much cherishing.

Good night, good night! parting is such

sweet sorrow,

That I shall say good night till it be morrow.

Exit above

ROMEO

Sleep dwell upon thine eyes, peace in thy breast!

Would I were sleep and peace, so sweet to rest!

Hence will I to my ghostly father's cell,

His help to crave, and my dear hap to tell.

Exit

the i

híbrida (in)(ter)dependencia

se-percibe en presencia

y en ausencia. 

1 a 1 en tí(mo), 

en actual. 

construi(d(i)os) los tres. 

(in)t(en)cionalidad del mortal

(di)simula el vacío con teniendo el tiempo metamórfico

y se-crea en/la/ materialidad. 

se-niega 

l'(es)sence

y continúa lo real. 

sacred

love. nature. honesty. honey. heal. home. compassion. comunión. reunir. retorno. reflexión. intimidad. imagincación. heal. rezo. respeto. expandir. faith. appreciate. continuo. through. recuerdo. comunicación. conciencia. commitment. compartir. sonoro. douce. humildad. just. milk. infinite. innocence. creación. cuerpo. movement. ritmo. espacio. flexibilidad. negación. aceptación. autenticidad. subtle. constuir. sensibilidad. sonreír. fidel. morfos. sexo. iluminación. forma. inspiración. intención. simpleza. presencia. ligereza. esfuerzo. beauty. pasión. madre. essence. vírgen. tres. id. estado. 

Caliban Speaks by Caliban

Caliban Speaks

by: Caliban

 

(Caliban enters the room and speaks to Shakespeare)

 

Caliban: Master! Master!

 I am.

 Caliban.

 

I thank you           

Because of you

I am.

But not only.

 

            Real tears           

            running in memories

            of our common past.

           

            Today,

            I play, I speak.

I dream.

In this scenario

I am not a shadow

but Caliban

seen through light.

 

You can listen to me.

Quite an experience isn’t it?

 

(Caliban moves his head towards the audience)

 Now,

These words that have reached you,

few:

 

I have chosen my voice to laugh, to sing, to be.

We have chosen.

You, and me

to (only) use this ___________(actor is thinking)

possibility.

It is not a question

but a perception

of this___________

present  presented

really.

white birth

sucede

un instante es infinito

somos 

un retorno.

transforma

nos a cerca

aqui

pre texto

not a beginning
but a night-dream
(already written in a dark book).

a story that cannot be revealed
jamais!

if we want to be together

then lets become images

and play in this memory

do not even blink 

i'm afraid that our light

blinds it. 

without any space 

we cannot Be

lets imagine one for the world to exist. 

 

+/-

...etcétera

y no es.

vírgenes

la femme,

rouge sexe

qui habite 

la vie en la muerte

con ciclos que se bañan en mikvé

y se abren al devolver.

feelings need to be felt

to my sweet nelly

"the pleasure in a poem... comes from the delight of gradual understanding: to guess step by step, that is the dream... this secret miracle that constitutes symbolism lies in evoking an object little by little, to reveal a spiritual condition". 

Stéphane Mallarmé

once i thought i had become senseless 

when sadness was not vertigo anymore.

i got scared... i smiled

yes (obviously) i could feel

but feelings felt different

"opposite" f. shared the same space

face to face

a parody?

nop, nop: harmony.

if your eyes make you see, then

master past can show you better

there is no need to know what comes next

when fear returns back to dust

and faith leads you to commit yourself to your best possibility.

undictionary word

moi, je suis hereuse 

i thank every person that i have borrowed in life

even myself.

muchas gracias.

 

gentle transparency

(an apology for 'm late)

nos donamos la libertad

sonriendo

like old souls that do right

and left.

a fearless ambiguity

us needed back.

we have chosen limits

and sacrifice immediacy 

for eternity.

possibly maybe

water is what we take today

in me and you there is no regret

but happiness.

thankyou, for there was never a painful name. 

 

el auto araña

me no no like i' :

me puse muy de mal humor ese día :/

lv

ysl

synchrony

Mandelbrot set

logistics

1+1= 3 = hone(st)y = L.ove
1-1= 1=i= question
0= h=b meditation
2=x= d.os= donate= compassion
a= a-will= work=creativity
= illusion
+ - = symbols
a+8= present=return=peace.